hey hey soooo like i was on the bus today
and i almost fell
and i was spose to play soccer
but i couldnt
and yeah
im healthy
thank you mr doctor
: DDDDDDDDDDDD

the i rode the skytrain
and it was boring
fun day.

tight rope

[Kev] Big Evil says:
when joss and daniel became zombies and chased me around
MikeChan says:
LOL
jocelyn and the soft skeleton says:
AHHAHA
[Kev] Big Evil says:
until finally i just rcollasped from exhaustion and they turned me into one of them
[Kev] Big Evil says:
LOL
jocelyn and the soft skeleton says:
BRAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS
MikeChan says:
LOL
[Kev] Big Evil says:
LOL daniel
[Kev] Big Evil says:
broken glasses, ripped jacket, messy hair
MikeChan says:
RESIDENT EVIL IN NANDO CHICKEN WITH SPANISH SUBTITLES



late night convos
random dreams
:DDDD

s h e ' s a w a l l f l o w e r

if you crack open my mind
you'll find my thoughts,
but if you open my heart,
you'll find my heroes...
and you're one of them.

keep the car running

visiting DT was like a slap in the face
i felt like crying.

say anything

Response
you are not paranoid
they were passive aggressive
you didn't know
you are not schitzophrenic
you suffered too many deprivations
without knowing it
you suffered too many insults
without knowing it
you suffered too many soccio-ecconomic
sabbatage ploys
without knowing it
you became incopetent
you became inefficent
without knowing it
now that you know
what should you do
what could you do
what would you do.

Herbert Mullin


yeah, i have a thing for poems that serial killers write.

I'll throw my thoughts into the sea

there are no words to describe how i hate the word "emo",
its so overused in the wrongest sense. the concept of it is actually illogical which is weird because most people follow it and pretend they are what it states itself to be. it makes me mad how people are all like "oh my god this so emo, oh my god i'm so emo". i hate people who talk like that. it is a fact that if i hear someone saying something like that they automatically leave me an impression of them that they are stupid and have no lives. if for one secound you decide to camera whore in your bathroom and think your hardcore like that think again and think about how billions of other kids who think like you are doing the same thing. idiotized by the wannabe scene kids on myspace and those at concerts. it just bothers me how people have undertaken it as some sort of emotion or even to the extent of it being some sort of lifestyle. It also bothers me how people catogorize depressed kids as "emo". like what the hell do they know if that kid in the cafeteria crying to himself has a silent battle going on. people need to open up their eyes and drop this whole "i know who you are" thing and grow up.

grand theft juicy fruit

panic at the disco,motion city soundtrack,phantom planet and the hush sound were totallllly epic. kay so i was walking with sofia and kevin and i saw greta and bob from the hush sound and i freaked out. so i went up to them and i took a picture with them. i like died and told them they were my heros and i called vinson and greta talked to him and he flipped out. then we went in line and waited and took "couture" pictures with the tree and talked. we took pictures of the panuc bus and the security guard lady wasnt pleased and chased after us so we went to the juicy fruit stand were kevin and i did a "dance" and got free keychains. ahahaha then we went inside and i hid sofias camera in my shirt and they didnt suspect a thing. then while ana, day and sofia bought merch kevin and i sat in the front and this guy wanted to budge in so i pushed him and he fell. stupid boy. anyways phantom planet came on and they were ahhhhmazing. Then the hush sound. i love greta she is amazing they were the best. they sang wine red and i died. during that i was making my way to barricade. eventually i got to the VERY front and it was intense everyone was hitting and touching each other. so uncomfortable. i almost fainted before motion city soundtrack so they had to pull me out and the security guard was nice about it cause i couldnt breathe so i got off of barricade and had to go around and while i was at it i picked up a balloon that says "THE HUSH SOUND" on it :D. yeah i ended up behind the pit but it was all good cause i called sofia , kevin,and dayana and they came back and we chilled there jumping and singing to motion city soundtrack. which were AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGG. yeah nuff said. then panic came on and everyone went crazy.they were soooooo goood oh god i knew the word to all of their songs old to new cd. brendon has amazing energy and looks funny when he sings ahaha. nonetheless pretty epic. then after the show we went to the juicy fruit tent where we asked the lady if we could have some juicy fruit and she had a box so we asked for the box and she was like no you cant take the box. so when she wasnt looking we took the box and ran down the street screaming like tards and we j walked and almost got hit by cars. so much fun. we handed them out to strangers and we hung out at burger king and ate/ took pics. yeah it was a gooood night. i miss hct already

1UP

an hour of N.E.R.D, 2 chocolates and a green sweater later...
things are going swell for once
well half at least
i just need the other half
and i'll be ohkay
now that i have my freedom back i think i want
to go pick up Louis xiv's cd
my play count for their songs are awfully high and
its time for me to buy their cd
im so happy
if you poked me with a stick
id spill out serotonin.

the best part of believe is the lie

happiness and freedom looming over my shoulder
tempting me to go, whispering minor atrocities in my ear
ladies and gentlemen
my inner conscience is acting up.